Monday, April 29, 2013

these were those years in the zealous zone

December 27, 2006

When natural aggression is unchecked by any parameters it becomes violence. The "kingdom" minions don't set these parameters; it is not their responsibility. It is the responsibility of every human individual and the species as a whole. If we are not aggressive in any manner we are inert and unproductive. Interacting minions are unable to perform their duties in the most effective manner except in those cases where the person is "spiritually" sensitive. The minions don't judge whether the sensitive individual is right or wrong; they respond to the energy stimulus. Thusly, religious mavens are empowered, or perceive themselves to be. Unfortunately, progress is stilted by the success and dogma becomes ensconced which inhibits further enlightenment.

The "violent" enjoy a sense of power by their choices of behavior which creates a dogma on the other side of the teeter totter. Some of these folks claim they're favored by their "god" and others aren't shy about allegiance to a "dark power". Either way, responsibility for individual choice is sloughed off and laid at the feet of some one or thing else. When will we wake up and smell the truth?

Personally, the gryfyn is in a peaceful state of mind these days. All is well within my little family circle. The recent holiday was pleasant and fulfilling. I realize my Muse is on hiatus and I write now only for myself, as a way to sort out thoughts and attempt to understand.......everything!   

I "see" infrequently compared to previous years but I don't mind. When the Other Vision does reveal something, it's as compelling and intriguing as ever! I occasionally ask what I've been able to achieve or how I may have assisted in some accomplishment. I am curious and shall continue to ponder and question and seek and knock!




December 28, 2006

The term "consciousness refinement" just popped into my head yesterday, or the day before….whenever, and seems quite applicable. The process would rely upon natural aggression, of course. So what is conscience? It would seem to be the governor in place as we go through our lives of free will. Ironically, we have the privilege of choosing to use it or not.

All things considered, the human body is an amazing housing; an exciting biological machine. Because of our intent toward the Aside life situations, we often fail to focus toward the Inside, unseen facets of our characteristics. In doing so, we fail to meet our full potential.  Perhaps we believe adopting religious tenets takes care of  all our "spiritual" needs.


I've decided to invent a word for the "creator consciousnesses" to whom I'll be referring from time to time since I'm such a lazy typist! I'll call them Cronz, from the two words with the z representing the lengthy end of the second word. Sounds a bit science fictional, doesn't it!



After This

I shall not return
As Thing, Plant, or Animal,
But shine evermore!







December 29, 2006

PERSONAL notes: I've made a decision to defy the accepted norm for senior citizens to pay for Medicaid  and hop onto that infernal medical merry-go-round! I shall attempt to intend that those beings responsible for healing respond to my request for aid. For several months I've been dealing with sinus pain that could drive a person mad! Finally, at a Dollar store, I've found a treatment that helps somewhat and I've "seen" three or four robed "beings" gathered near my face at the inflicted area. The pain has subsided somewhat, which is all I really desire; that it become at the least, more tolerable. I know this will take time but I apply faith in their response and full expectation of success. I mention this for a reason.

I discern that we mortals have distanced ourselves in the area of our health and well-being in the advanced societies, especially. We've become too sophisticated for the primitive aspects of shamanry and the village healer, et al. Many citizens turn to religion and alternative methods (new designation) but still rely upon the medical society for our biological ills. In doing so, we neglect our friends and allies in other dimensions and deny them the opportunities to respond to our needs and expectations. They think we want it that way and busy themselves in other projects; when we do call upon them, their response time is slow. It's our own fault, but we can correct it.

Anyway, this is my personal project for now. We'll see how it goes! J




December 30, 2006

Manipulation is a powerful tool. We humans use it all the time in our dealings with one another and we succumb and defy as it suits us. The greatest manipulation that endures through all time is religion, which entails all the tenets, precepts and ego-imposed concepts imaginable.

Self-control is the highest form of self-manipulation; but without discernment and a high threshold of ethical expectation we lose touch with reality. In order to attain the higher goal of understanding one must explore beyond their existing personality expression. Don't love the drama and emotion so much that we are inhibited in the effort and stuck in the earthly frame of reference. There is so much more to realize!

So, one calendar year ends and another begins. Doomsday predictions are still bandied about. I think we mortals are the deciding factor. We can deflect the possible/probable aspects of a world demise and focus our efforts in the area of recovery, refurbishing and preserving the planet. The view from the gryfyn's lair is intriguing and I'll be interested to observe and keep my opinions in my files.

Happy New Year!  J



Wake Up Call
Magpies chattering
In throes of hysteria
Shatter morning calm.
 
Windy

                                         Swooshing through my home

By way of open windows,
The raging, fierce breeze.

 

Where’s Lunch?

The long sleek cobra,
Coiling, skinny, hungering;
Tongue testing for food.

 

80 DEGREES in OCTOBER

Blossoms newly born

                                            Birds in panic so confused

Autumn summertime

 

Candle

Flicker of flame’s light
Breeze-kissed in the flow’ring night
Gives hope a new name.






January 2, 2007

Consciousness energy is interminable. It will constantly, continually create and re-create; structure and restructure; define and redefine; build and destroy. This is the genius of the universe. We who are mortal beings on this planet are creations of these energies and creators in the process, as well. We contain these energies and are able to interact with them. What sets us apart is the biological factor.

Many consider the body a temple, some going so far as to worship that aspect of our existence. Good health and proper care is one thing; desperation to maintain youth and physical beauty another. We are allowed to choose, but in the process, much is lost, primarily that precious connection with our cosmic roots. But how important is that knowledge?

The truth sets you free but also sets you apart. As a social species, we find the situation a bit disconcerting. We can't fathom that we belong everywhere and nowhere! We believe we should share our truths with one another and develop systems for aspiring planet mates to enjoy and experience, too. We should understand that the efforts we put forth in conjunction with those unseen (to most) entities have their own momentum and, being beyond our conscious understanding, we feel left out of the loop at a certain juncture. This is the present situation for the gryfyn! I must now comprehend the value of my planet existence henceforth.

I continue to try and achieve understanding of all that I've experienced for my own appeasing of curiosity. I attempt to link together the different "visions" and scenarios. I attend to my physical situation in a maverick manner. I've decided to eliminate the assistance of Medicaid. This will take a strong intent effort on my part regarding healing or, at the least, tempering of ailments or afflictions to a tolerable level. It won't be easy, but, if faith no greater than the seed of the mustard plant can move a mountain I know I shall accomplish my goal! Time will tell. J


January 9, 2007:  I realize my faith intent is beyond merely believing a thing will be so.  It is in the realm of knowing. A couple of days after my stated health intent, I saw three "beings" in white robes gathered at my right eye area. I know these were representatives of the group of healers responding to my request for alleviation of pain. Thereafter, I have been feeling much better; not completely "whole", but the sinus infection which created a great deal of pain is lessening! The muscular pain is still present, but manageable! I'm very grateful to realize a result so immediately following my application of faith intent! This restores my hope for the future of mankind! Some of us have paid a lot of dues and may now take advantage of privilege. Extreme travail can pay off in a mortal lifetime if we expect and/or require it, respectfully, of course.

Yesterday, upon awaking, I became aware of a scenario that makes me ponder. I related to a female who was speaking to another as she said, "but I've sworn my allegiance and I cannot change it."…..something to that effect. This was in a sort of Irish brogue. In my thoughts was the information that a clan or family was packing up to go back to their homeland to join forces in battle. The person I related to was explaining why she declined to join them, having achieved citizenship and alliance to her adopted country. Odd! But I understand on another level. This is typical of my threshold of ethics in all areas, including the spiritual values of my life. I've sworn allegiance to the Christ and His governorship with mankind and regard the old religions as history to respect and instruct as such; but the new mentality requires fresh perspective and to this I am dedicated. It's good to realize this, for my personal understanding, at least. J

  


January 12, 200

It isn't far-fetched to my mind to imagine that "other beings" assisted early mankind in their earth-life efforts. They could've been involved as parental advocates and mentors helping the "young'ns" get on their feet in a new life. Many planet inhabitants do the same and have for hundreds of generations. Eventually, the adults wean the children and go on with their own interests and projects. Often, the progeny make a stand for their independence and strike out on their own. Either way, separation is imperative for growth and expansion of experiences.

We "Moderns" who've prevailed on this planet for centuries became prodigal children. In efforts to keep in touch with our "roots" we created dramas with a cast of god impersonators and all sorts of character actors, villains abounding. Many scripts were written and some survived the changing landscapes. At a certain point, a call was made to the species to alter the prevailing mental landscape in an effort to reconnect with the truth of their lineage and purpose. The Christ figure stepped up to the plate in that project and fulfilled all expectations of the original benevolent beings; the rest was up to us.

So, how are we doing? We insist on performing rituals, mantras, meditations, emotional states – natural, forced and chemically induced – to compel us into those adventurous and mysterious arenas where we leave life's demands and mundanity behind. A few oddball mavericks attempt to tread the cosmic paths which the majority disdain, but it seems we've failed to realize the true connection to our actuality. I wonder if we are so smug and full of ourselves and our accomplishments as a species that we dread any information that might detract from our personal importance. Mistakes have been made along the way and are still being made. No one wants to be accountable. We are still children.

Oh, this is way kool! I've discovered that the "spot" in my left eye that seems to be like a worm hole is valentine-heart shaped!!! I can't explain it and may never be able to prove it, but there it is!!!



January 28, 2007

We Can't Handle the Truth!
Length of time figures less importantly than amount of thought energy investment. Christian religion was and is the stronger, more valid idea possibility. That intent factor is more lasting and rewarding. Many worship probabilities were tested and fell by the wayside, in general. We instill a sort of artificial resuscitation into the old gods and religions through our historical and archeological pursuits. We attempt to confirm or verify, to justify, if you will, our previous choices. It's all quite intriguing, but it only proves we're not ready for The Truth. We must be willing to "pierce the veil" and seek to comprehend the inner workings of our purpose on this planet. The scope of "the big picture" is still more than we mortals can handle. We're stuck in the mindset of parables and metaphors. For the aspiring blending, balancing future beings this must be a frustrating situation in which to exist; the gryfyn finds it so.

At this point in earth time, I have a sense of coasting, intellectually. My mind informs with strange intuitions that I ponder and realize the necessity for a passage of "time" to analyze and/or assimilate. There is no representation for the root truth of our existence in the form of myth or  analogy that will suffice. It cannot be dressed up in poetic license or morality tale to make it acceptable to the human species. We each must come to Truth in our own fashion and fullness of reality and understand that we Moderns are creating as we go; and that is a basic Truth: we are the gods and they are us. We are the past, present and future. Within us, consciousness realizes the most profound refinement, creative arenas and evolution. We are the never-ending story.




The Human Condition

I am an echo of thoughts, dreams and deeds
Past and future;
Fulfilled and not.
I am a vessel for possible and actual
Past and future;
Real and not.
I hold the secrets of Ancients and Moderns
Past and future;
Breathing and not.
I am my parents and my progeny
Past and future;
Born and not.
I am a seer and revelator
Past and future;
Sane and not.
I am a human, a child of The Maker
Past and future;
Been and to be.
I sing the songs of angels and mortals
Past and future;
Noted and not.
This is the state of the human condition
Past and future;
Here and now.
















 







 

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