MAY 06

May 2, 2006

Interesting scenario: just prior to waking this AM, I realized I was interacting with a group of children; it culminated in studying a list of many different offerings of candy and a girl “of color” i.e. light brown skin, who stated, “I finally understood I could rule the world using the wisdom of someone else.” This was stated in a very matter-of-fact manner and her demeanor was not inappropriate, it seemed. I was not nor am I now under the impression that it was a threatening enterprise, but one worthy to ponder, indub-itably. The many different offerings of the candy (chocolates, by the way) were an effort to give everyone a variety of individual choices. As I write this, the phrase from the Bible “and a child shall lead them” comes to mind. “Rule the world” is an alarming phrase unless placed in the context of Christ’s teachings re: the simple made wise; the meek shall inherit the earth; Christ returns to govern mankind, my yoke is easy and my burden is light, etc.

            A couple of days ago; same waking circumstance: also concerning children: they were dressed as those I know to be the “templar” group. During the day, they hid themselves away in a certain building and went out in the evenings only. I didn’t understand why, since the city was patrolled by men with guns and it was dangerous for them to venture forth. Another templar being, a female, young but not a child, explained that they were determined to find their fathers, having absolute faith in their success. Their fathers actually were dead, but this information was kept secret from them. As I woke the phrase “City of Hope” entered my thoughts, though to me, this is a city of no hope. These two scenarios must be linked somehow, or I’m attempting to research information that will create blending. I’m not consciously certain at this point what purpose is served by my awareness of these other-dimensional situations. The seed of new “religious” information has been planted in my puny brain so I wonder if this “work” revealed to me is part of an enlightenment process. I perceived earlier in my epiphany that the Templar group has specific assignments that seem to involve spiritual and earthly affairs which entail lots of research and travel. They also seem to be white-skinned but the brown-complexioned persons enjoy equal status absolutely free of any sort of discrimination.

            The children in the first scenario were somewhat contentious which resulted in the variety of candy choices. The second group of children appeared to be templar. All of them, though young, say, ten to twelve years of age, were mature in demeanor. Whatever “work” is being accomplished continues whether I’m consciously aware or not. Those children are some of my planet mates and such is the case with mankind, if we all could only realize it. The “Other Beings” are our counterparts and/or those involved with humans in other “dimensions”.

May 3, 2006

In New Testament days, new wine and new cloth meant new information. Baptism and allegiance to Jesus were the methods whereby old vessels or clothing (people) could be renewed to contain the new truths. We’ve been practicing these methods for two thousand years; we’re very complacent; we refuse to have ears to hear and eyes to see. We distrust everything but the tried and true and categorize supposed new truths of anti-Christ or Satan origin.

May 15, 2006:

I realize consciousness is capable of travel in space, on planet surfaces and in ocean depths as well as seemingly invisible (to the naked mortal eye) areas of life existences. Awareness of these activities doesn’t necessarily create physical sensation in the human being. After I saw the half dozen or so birds which looked like owls, I saw them again a couple of days later in the form of birds more resembling eagles but could have been crows…odd, but significant in some cultures. Last week I experienced the same type of “visit” with a number of large fish which resembled a type of shark. They were not exhibiting threatening behavior though one was especially curious toward me. My dread of drowning had been dealt with early in the epiphany experience when I’d realized I was underwater yet able to breathe.

            A couple of days ago, I was thank-thinking to whatever energy powers might care and lo and behold, was honored with a friendly visit by a number of the familiar energy colors! It was a lovely, unhurried visit and very pleasant! They do still care and are involved in my existence, but in a different fashion. I understand that they all must be quite busy with their own activities, so, for them to take time out for me was very heartwarming!

The world is divided into two classes of people: those who

believe the unbelievable, and those who do the improbable.

(Oscar Wilde)

May 16, 2006:

Well, a charlatan has gained notoriety, as exhibited on a morning T.V. program! Exorcism, humbug! Once again, we mortals choose to give over our responsibilities! As for the afflicted ones, I discern they are, initially, wannabe actors who are in cahoots with the instigator and get something – money or 15 minutes of fame in their little circle of existence! The media is right on the job of course, letting everyone know what mischief is afoot and sharing further information to fill the space with “news worthy” comments.

            The movie da Vinci Code is being plumbed to its depths just prior to its “opening”. Anything that rocks the boat is fine by me! I might rent it whenever the DVD is available, but I’m not “jonesing” for it! I was given a DVD of the flick Nanny McPhee and I love it!!! I knew I would from seeing the promotions. It’s a great story and well filmed! It’s not for little ones, though; big kids like me will eat it up!

            I had an odd “vision” this morning; I saw whom I thought was my 7 year old granddaughter moving through a tunnel of white, lumpy clouds and then into a bright, sunny area. A few seconds later, some clouds formed into words. I could recognize letters, but could not read it though there was quite a bit. I tried to make out singular words to no avail. One I thought said suicide but I’m not sure and I hope not! That’s distressing! A little later I saw a male face within the reddish color energy. A small “sparkle” of white energy entered his right eye and I peered closely to discern what look I might perceive on his face; it was contentment and a small smile. Strange. Perhaps I was allowed to merely see an excerpt from the book Moderns Through the Ages.

            I recall a vision I had during the earlier part of my epiphany: a small child who resembled how I looked from pictures I’ve seen of myself; about 3 years old and dressed in a white robe-type attire, holding the hand of a grown-up I sensed was male; they were walking up a long flight of very large stone steps, quite a stretch for the child but possible while holding the adult’s hand. She was smiling and seemed eager for the venture. I draw no conclusions, but certainly felt comforted during the vision and now as I remember it. Other things that I’ve not documented are equally as intriguing and come to mind now and then.

            Later in the AM: I let the “powers” know how distressed the earlier vision made me feel and as I “intended” to see and understand, the sunny yellow energy presented itself and the thought that came to me was to be of good cheer; perhaps I’d peeked in at someone else’s vision. At any rate, I’ll try not to agonize over it further.

One Sunset

last week

Clouds being just clouds

but with such majestic vitality and signature creativity

that Ma Nature plumb forgot to unleash the Storm Hounds

as She gazed in rapturous wonder at the powerful effect

of Her awesome Genius!

May 17, 2006: Some thoughts on the exorcism craze

           

Abuse: those of you who’ve had any exposure to or knowledge of an abusive personality understand the reason, which is control. The so-called exorcists are exercising control over individuals who are willing to relinquish personal responsibility for their own adverse thought energies. They are opening their coffers and render to the “saviors” dollar amounts to support the effort. People, people, people; this is just bad acting! Can you not see through the farce?! Evangelistic fanatics perform the same type of drama with their assumed healing powers. Apparently P.T. Barnum was right; there is a sucker born every minute! Read your Bible; real “demons” didn’t treat the bodies they inhabited well at all; they were not tall, willowy, sexily dressed blondes and not even your everyday man or woman on the street. They were bodies hideously diseased; outcasts from the human race defiant to any wholesome enterprise. Of course, in that setting, illnesses were attributed to devils and demons, which we now know is not the case. Yet we can still be suckered into the game!

            This is abuse, friends, plain and simple! It’s a flashy plan to control your bank accounts and way of living. There is good and ill within each and every one of us; we all have our moments of anger, hatred and outrage. Sometimes we lash out. If we ascribe this behavior to demons then we empower “them”. We enhance that negative energy! If there truly is a Satan, “he” wins! Is that what you want? Shame on you! The charlatans are determined to control your life and you relinquish self control. I tell you that within yourselves are the strength and power to overcome adversity and achieve true freedom from the wiles of negative energies, your own and anyone else’s. A certain amount of effort and intent is involved but the reward surpasses anything your fellow planet mates can offer! No money involved; it’s free!

            An abuser will say whatever it takes to make the victims believe the bad behavior is their fault, in essence, deflecting truth. The posers are doing the same; deflecting truth through the smoke of deception; you have a demon and it is in control and only those with the power can rid your being of that enemy. The individual doesn’t want to take responsibility for their unacceptable behavior and so the game is played, victim and victimizer. Again, shame on you!

Choose your enemies as your friends if they bring you benefit.

And let your friends go

if they cause you harm.

(Hindu maxim)

Populace

Beings fill the Earth

Some standing out from the herd

But most still zombies

upon arising...before  coffee

O, Feet!  What have you done?!!

Plunged yourselves amiss into our slippers!!

The eastern foot drifts west,

the western wants to cross it!

A normal hallway trek seems twice as long!

Betrayal storms my brain!

How can two dear friends assault me so?!

The bathroom lies ahead.

You scuff in sideways conflict.

My bladder bellows out for swift release!

DISCOMBOBULATION!!

I FEAR FOR SANITATION!!!

I spy the toilet standing there agape.

A few steps more...I've made it!!

Ah, gentle, sweet repose.

Those naughty feet and slippers stand at ease.

You've done this times before...flaying,

playing jokes, you and those slippers.

It's quite a dirty trick before my coffee!

But once again I've foiled your sabotage

and now I take command,

reversing both your stations!

Frail dignity restored,

I shuffle boldly forward to the kitchen

for my caffeine affirmation.

May 20, 2006:

            This early morn I find myself realizing that the energy essences or consciousnesses or entities are more pleasant company than the “beings” whose appearance is indicative of personality types or “human”. The "energies" love unconditionally; they respond without making judgments; they seem eager to show respect, honor and caring not to mention creating some phantasmagorical scenarios! I adamantly believe they will also travel to assist other humans as requested by the individual they attend. I believe also that these are they who represent virtue, faith, hope, charity, good will, etc. (The beings who seem to be more emotional have absolutely no power to inflict harm or ill upon me.)

The transparent “beings” are those who, seen from a distance, look like pinpoints of bright, white lights. They often travel within the auras of the colored energies and I have seen one inside a pod-shaped transportation capsule. These don’t seem to be emotionally involved but will respond to a mortal under particular circumstances; specifically what, I’m uncertain at this juncture.

I’m still trying to understand what my status is, if any. I have the thought that my experiences are akin to those attributed by the Christ to “a scribe in the kingdom of heaven” blending old and new. In those days, a scribe interpreted the Bible. If I’m an interpreter I’m not a very good one…yet! I realize these things take time; my puny brain must compute diverse data. Perhaps someone else’s process will be more expedient. At any rate, these are my personal truths and valuable beyond measure and eventually I shall comprehend all. I look forward to it!

           

FLY FANCY

I'd like a Cosmic Travel Guide to map me out a tour; then I'd trip out on galaxies and planets, one by one. With souvenirs that I'd bring back, I'd build myself New Skin and set me up a Shining Place and throw big parties there. I'd play charades in Outer Space and drive the mortals mad with visions they could look and see. I'd be all I could ever be and learning to be more! There's nothing, then, I couldn't do....where Big Dogs run you'd find me....raisin' hell on Jupiter or sluggin' back some Venus wine or pettin' pups on Pluto! Those of you who know me now would never recognize me unless I want you to.

The mongers and intolerants, corrallers of the mavericks, won't have the energy it takes to clean my Cosmic Boots!! My chaparral would be so high you'd think it never ends! No lasso made could ever reach my Stellar Steed and me 'cause we'd be trottin' fast and far and chompin' star dust on our way!

Many of you think my human being's not so hot and lots of you feel threatened by my inner Knowing strength. A few of you would like to tame my mortal arrogance that you perceive as out of place in one so plain and low. You think my fancy Fantasies audacious in their scope and some have tried to rope me in and tame me for themselves.

Well, I've got news, my pompous "friends", you mongers of False Karma; to those put off by what is called my "bad ass attitude"....and you can take this shocking news and spread it far and wide and shove it where the sun don't shine,  then run away and hide....

I NEVER WILL APOLOGIZE FOR KNOWING WHAT I KNOW.

I NEVER WILL GIVE UP MY GROUND ON BEING WHAT I AM.

If you don't like my attitude or flights of fancy free and think your selves above MY Self, I've got this much to say....it only proves you shouldn't think that you can really think and if you "think" that you're so hot and IF you've got the brass....then you may eat my Galactic Shit and kiss my Royal Ass!!! The only harm I do to you is what you conjure up. The only threats are in your small and constipated brains. So, hey!  Don't sweat it!  Could be I'm onto something. I'm more than glad to share the space with free and Soaring Souls.

So try it.  You might like it.

Don't be afraid to fly! And make it fancy while you're at it.

CHALLENGE ALL THE LIMITS!

Freedom's free to all who seek...

just cut the ropes and FLY WITH ME!!!!!