MARCH 06

OKAY!

Interesting vision…still anguishing, as I reposed, eyes closed, brain in gear, I saw a cumulus of energy where an opaque figure I would describe as female (because of the slight build) rose up from behind and to the left of me, arms upraised and turning round as in a pirouette! I felt a sense of good will and was prompted to cheer…mentally, of course. I thought-intended the being to enter my essence which did not happen and as I insisted, a piercingly sharp pain zapped my right cheekbone, startling me to distraction. The pain left and I desired to revisit the “vision” but it was gone.  Apparently, I was not supposed to receive the being, but to release it! Now my brain ponders and postulates: is this an entity that achieved a level or status on a higher order and I was privy to observe the celebration or advancement? (perhaps the aforementioned “spirit me” who held those papers?) I truly believe a type of celebration occurs when these events take place. I also believe the human is capable of interfering. However, I respect appropriateness, so my “team”, knowing this, would enable my restraint. I don’t yet know all Truth! The brain keeps busy!

March 24, 2006: 11:21 pm

            This is so cool I have to file it right now. I looked up the word griffin in the dictionary again after watching a smidgeon of a preacher show about Revelations. A griffin is not a dragon…but the second definition was the zinger! In India and the East: a newcomer, especially a white person from the West. Then I perused a little more and spotted griffe: n. chiefly Louisiana; 2. a person of mixed black and American Indian ancestry; 3. a mulatto, especially a woman.

            When the word gryfyn came to me, spelled phonetically, I looked it up but didn’t catch the full impact until now. Throughout this period of 12 years of epiphanal experiences I’ve realized some sort of connections and involvements with people of color; both those we would call Indian American and African Americans of mixed white and black skin color we refer to as mulatto; I am what we call Caucasian. I’ve seen many things that remind me of tenets and religious practices of Far Eastern cultures. These facts have caused me to ponder and contemplate to a great degree. Now I know a little more about my identity and why I’ve always had a special place in my heart for those two ethnic groups! This is a small but profound revelation for me and I’m thrilled to receive it!

            Also of interest that I haven’t yet documented, yesterday while resting the old bod but not asleep, I became aware of a group of faces amidst clouds rising from an area at my left and very close to me. They were all older-looking folks and their countenances were what I consider….let me think…not very happy campers. As I watched and wondered each one dissipated and disappeared, in a way I’ve never seen before. They were in my energy area but they’re gone now. Maybe they had to move on. No worries; I’m done with them now! They were a bunch of sourpusses anyway!

March 24, 2006

Something to think about & learn more: intelligent design! I watched a program on one of the “off” channels (not cable). Very scientific; intellectuals doubting commonly accepted theories & asking new questions. The program was a film on the level of a Discovery channel presentation…well presented and not at all preachy; very informative. The hitch was the presence of an 800 phone number displayed on the screen, discreetly placed in the lower left-hand corner. After the end of the film came the pitch for donations to enable continued existence of the “Life” channel…whatever…and where to send it. This tells me that intelligent design is a term invented to replace “creationism” and to accept its validity is to open oneself up to the religious aspects of life on this planet. I love the fact that a blend of religion and science is dawning but regret that resistance is inevitable because of the intent, which I perceive to be an effort to lure people into a certain religious mindset. Equally inevitable however, is that truth will out, eventually! Note: what  the hell is a “philosopher of biology”? another name for “preacher”?!

Intriguing Vision

About March 20^th, eyes closed, I perceived a huge deep red globe right in front of me; within arms length. Presently, a large chunk of it…again, directly in front of me…broke out and moved slightly toward me. I could peek around the edge (it was quite thick) but didn’t sense that I should enter. My impression was the hollow center was filled with “strings” or small "worms" of intense white light-type energy; the same white energy I’ve seen as pinpoints of lights which move about at varying speeds, as though they’re propelled by their own power. It was an awesome sight and I’m still curious, but I wonder if I’ve had a peek into what we puny mortals might consider a heaven or kingdom of God. This globe was huge & the immensity was more evident by the distance & breadth of the inside area. COOL!  Is there a core inside earth’s core that we haven’t discovered? AWESOME!

APPEASED

A couple of days after seeing the exchange between the “spirit” me and those other Beings…they were all female, by the way…I experienced “traveling” through the cosmos which hasn’t occurred for a couple of months. It seems I went pretty far & could glimpse planet earth to my left a couple of times, finally coming to an area where there were 2 or 3 …how to describe them….spheres of purple fiery lightning/flashing bolts! Two I recall most vividly; and between them, a row of male beings on my right, probably 5, maybe 6; they were reminiscent of history’s old masters, some with short beards.  Pretty amazing!  Afterwards and since, I’ve felt less grumpy; more calm in my mind and I’ve decided to put together a book & go forth with it! I will maintain anonymity & since I’ve already compiled the material I just need to format it & decide how I’ll get it into a marketing venue. If it’s not an appropriate endeavor, or too soon, I don’t care! Others tout their blah-blah and so shall I!

p.s: I’ve been working on a book, or books, of sorts and gradually came to the realization that the usual pain in my shoulders and neck area has minimized! This is coincidental with my firm decision to begin to share my epiphanal experiences with my planet mates! YAAY!

A THEORY

Re: the recent scenario involving the younger “being” who gave me a look of disdain & the female beings who responded to her; it may be that this young one has been influencing my urge to publicly share the facets of my epiphany occurring these past years (and ongoing, in different fashion). She was perhaps frustrated with my reticence, hence the cause of my dilemma! I, the mortal, insisted that I anguish over the matter until I knew the manner of presentation was acceptable to my intent in the project. The “others” who appeared could have been encouraging patience, in deference to my method. I was calm, thereafter, meaning “she” backed off & supported or tolerated my method of making the decision.

I feel comfortable with my present choice, at least, to make an initial effort. We’ll see how it goes!

March 20, 2006: Newsworthy

1.Child abductions

2.The da Vinci Code controversy

3.Thousands of the planet’s poor and afflicted

1.Scene: man grabs a female child by the arm, yelling at her for “leaving like

that”; child is screaming, “You’re not my dad! Help! Somebody help me!” and resisting futilely to escape the man’s clutches. The whole thing is staged and secretly filmed to put humanity to the test. Will anyone respond to her cries? The result was worth seeing. Hillary Clinton is quoted as stating that it takes a village to raise a child. Maybe so, but it only takes two or three concerned and bold individuals to thwart evil intent! Calling 911 is commendable, but the deed may not be diverted. Information after the fact doesn’t always save a life or a psyche. Courts don’t always mete out justice to a desirable and necessary end. Three young men did respond to inner urges unspoken. The pseudo 40ish perpetrator and little girl, about seven, were white-skinned. The three 20-plus-aged “heroes” were dark-skinned!! That makes it an incident worthy of note in another essay! Are your brains in gear?

2. Blah, blah, blah; more da Vinci! Hell of a marketing opportunity, isn’t it; the trial and all? The movie producer, what’s-his-name, was on the Today Show, spouting off (in my opinion) and made what I thought was a significant slip of the tongue…or was it? He said, “We bought the book to make the book” meaning to say, perhaps, they bought the book to make the movie.  Slip or not, both book and movie are receiving lots of air time and thriving. Opposition is fueling the flame, as well! The protestations of the all-powerful Catholic Church simply stoke and fan the wildfire of controversy. So what if Christ and Mary Magdalene might have wed and bore children? What better way for the Savior of mankind to experience a taste of the lives of those whom he served? The ultimate goal was for Christ to achieve ownership of planet and inhabitants. If one would lead, one must learn to follow. The Bible has been so sifted and censored that we truly need a great deal of faith and pure thought intent to discern actual truth. The powerful hate it when we mortals make them work too hard in their brain-washing efforts. It makes the gryfyn purr. J

            3. The gryfyn does sleep, but erratically. Public television often airs the most interesting TV fare in the middle of the night on local stations. I viewed an excellent segment concerning the poor, downtrodden, less fortunate citizens of the big blue marble. Hundreds of us are involved, even immersed in efforts to alleviate these dire circumstances. Yet nothing dispels the anguish, agony and suffering of thousands of members of the family of man. Once again, this is proof that charity is great; great in need for balance! The rich get richer and the poor get the responsibility to balance on the opposite end, unwittingly. A teeter-totter analogy could be employed here; in simple terms, weights equally distributed are required to achieve the desired result which, with a little leg work shared fairly by the participants in the play activity, makes for a little fun. Cooperation is the key, but equal distribution is also necessary. We grow up; we strive to make a life; we become self-centered; we forget to balance or think as a child. Tsk, tsk!

BIG BRAINS

The big brains don't waste time

in figuring out their advantage

and the lay of the herd/hive!

They spoil life for the rest of us...

but they serve a purpose.

They create systems and methods

whereby brains focused in another direction

may explore an area somewhat unfamiliar to them

as laid out by this or that Big Brain or another.

Thus the untalented may copy the talented,

yea, even surpass them, at times!

Brains of all kinds and types may be collectively channeled

into a certain focus by the pursuit of knowledge

purported by specific Big Brains.

Order ensues.

Thank the Powers for the Maverick Brains!!!

They will be our salvation!!!!