EARLY BIRD

Robin in the rain

You need a winter muffler

As drops become flakes

RAINY SUNDAY

Such a Poe-ish day

Does not belong to summer

Sunday in the park!

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Sun precedes the day

Of rain expected later;

Mother Nature’s best!

Rainbow

Prisms of promise

Arched above my window view

Rain-painted colored

August 2, 2006

It is possible for Earth's inhabitants to enjoy the landscape of a "reigning Christ" state without the necessity of the compelling factor, i.e., the actual appearance of a greater being who will rule the world. That may happen, but the information to achieve the harmonious, peaceful existence was made available to mankind hundreds of decades ago in our documented history. Is that what we're waiting for, the One who comes back and rights all wrongs and sets forth mandates to follow? Haven't we engaged in this default mentality long enough? If we can know the truth and it will set us free, I say let's go for it!

August 7, 2006

Not much visual activity occurring lately, but I'm more acutely aware of deep consciousness activity on the level of one-on-one with other "beings" who resemble the human type of personage. I can sense the necessity of such enterprise in line with my decision to pursue publication of my Gryfyn Files. As the days have progressed my intent has become more firm. I called Hay House Publishing and requested a copy of their submission guidelines, which should arrive by snail mail shortly. I refuse to allow any negative moods and concentrate on applying my "faith power" full bore.

My appointment for dish satellite installation was August 10^th, but the early afternoon of the 1^st I received a call from an installer who asked if it were possible to do the job that day. Sure! There were inhibitors that cropped up and then dispensed with and the installation was satisfactorily completed. The package I chose has its limits but the vistas open to me now are just right and the Gryfyn has been thoroughly engaged in stretching the gray matter this week! Love it!!!

August 16, 2006: not much activity; during a full moon there's seldom much to see, usually. This week, however, on different occasions, I've seen the following: a lovely, pastel lilac/pink color, nearly transparent just below my right shoulder; slightly above it were a few transparent disc shapes; they were just lingering there but so lovely & I had a feeling of peace and love. Another day, I became aware that my  Mind sphere was moving very fast with no effort of intent on my part; we were passing small clumps of the grayish clouds along the way; after several seconds I perceived, rather far below us, what I first thought was a huge library with books on the shelves but then realized I was looking at buildings lining a narrow, winding street; the particular one I thought was shelving seemed to be the largest with small, multi-colored windows as though they were posters instead and the length of it followed a curve in the road. We moved more slowly and soon came upon a vast group of people dressed in dark clothing all facing the same direction. They completely filled the narrow street. There were no sidewalks or vehicles visible. One tall figure was wearing a hat which reminded me of that which a Jewish rabbi wears. I didn't continue looking, but I wish I had because I wonder who they were and where they were going!

Another day I received a visit from the familiar green color & the blue globe, very close to me! Just this morning, again right up to my face, came a small deep, plum color with a trace of the dark energy. As it came closer, the plum became more purple and quite shimmery! What fun! I couldn't resist a playful urge and held it in my hand and stirred it around and it grew larger and it seemed we were playing! The blue and green were there, too, but paler. What a treat! The interactions with other beings continues in the sleep state, but nothing about which I have vivid recall.

RANDOM THOUGHTS

Dichotomous Species   (May 21, 2006)

Humans are a dichotomous species. The “Christians” claim to be “children of God” and “brothers of Christ” yet they deny their innate heritage to become as gods themselves! They want only what the Bible offers and nothing more! They want “Heaven” to be an actual place where angels lounge on clouds and all eternity is filled with halcyon peace and rest; yet violence is at work there, according to the Bible, and “soldiers” are needed. Christ stated his yoke is easy and his burden is light, yet many zealots engage in murder to “cleanse” mankind of a supposed imbecile mentality! Christ stated he came to bring peace on the one hand then at another time said he came to bring a sword. So many dichotomies are at work that the actual, absolute truth is hidden somewhere within the dust of all the commotion. One must rise above the frenzy to find true answers. Searching within is the method. It’s a major challenge and not many will make the attempt.

“Finding God” or a firm belief in the god concept is an excellent start. We imagine an all-powerful being perfect in every way. To behave in a manner we think is acceptable to this infallible magnificence is an excellent exercise in self-discipline. If a sort of divine discontent nags at you, respond to it in faith and good will. It’s there for a reason. When you proceed on that pathway you’ll find you can change negative influences or, at least, diminish them. The yoke then becomes easier and the burden lighter on the one hand while you shoulder responsibility for your choices and accept your cosmic and supernatural lineage on the other.

Every personality lives life for specific purposes and we are given talents or tools necessary for the jobs. We are allowed to make choices and may possibly fail to fulfill a pre-contracted project. We may also decide to adopt other enterprises during our planet life. Gaining insight and honing intuition will enable greater understanding in this area. Some of the personalities might just need a break from extreme effort and want to enjoy an easy, carefree existence for awhile. Whatever the case, all choices have purpose to be achieved on some level.

GENIUS

This is an interesting word in the English language; the dictionary refers to genus, which defines a family of species as well as the standard statement of higher intelligence capacity. The Thesaurus is more expansive, of course, but notable is the similar definition of spirit in both books. Personally, I favor the reference to creative thought because it’s that which is absolutely available to one and all whatever life’s circumstances. Accepting Christ as Lord, son of God and Man, Savior of mankind who will reign supreme over the earth enables mankind to realize the possibility of genius capabilities and traits. Living, breathing creatures could be classified within their diverse species and under the genus of a God-created grouping. I am unable to comprehend why we humans refuse to believe in our own genius lineage. To be “all we can be” in earth life, we should try to discover what we were and/or can become.

The Christ example enlightens humans to the ultimate possibilities but we disdain to try and fulfill them. We won’t all go traipsing about the countryside preaching and teaching; we don’t need to; we have information at hand from previous methods. The proselytizing should now be within the individual; challenge Self; explore our own thoughts and imaginings. Be charitable toward yourself and use faith and hope in the effort. You might be surprised to learn that you’re more Christ-like than you realized without all the extraneous trappings. Life can more tolerable and interesting, but you won’t know if you don’t try!

December 8, 2006

Obviously, as a journal-keeper, I'm tenacious only in the short term! But the brain and mind never cease; only the Muse is fickle!

The kingdom of heaven, as I perceive it, is comprised of energies and entities which adhere to a "higher law" from which we mortal humans may access the particular tenets and requisites. Within us, we have prior knowledge but allow amnesia to veil it from the brain of the species to facilitate free will. They do not judge or predict or manipulate. Their purpose is support and documentation of those individuals to whom they are dedicated in service. They tolerate our choices and behaviors, even violence. Balance must be maintained, however, and Good must exist to even out the Bad. Who decides what's good and what's bad? We puny humans, of course, and being the resourceful species we are, hindered by the filmy veil of amnesia, we create our own version of higher and lesser law. Presently, for the discerning individual, we are able to see how the violent are taking the kingdom of heaven by force. A warrior god was created for empowerment and a foe called a devil, fallen from grace, was needed for justification.

Through the ages, truths have been hidden and secrets kept from public knowledge by the most powerful and conniving power trippers. Fortunately, veils are meant to be lifted and many mere humans have struggled to bore through the amnesia and escape the trap of the veil. The kingdom of heaven minions will support those efforts. Truth Absolute is possible and imminent but we must continue our efforts and the scale, needing balance lest it collapse, will fill with violence on the one hand, simultaneously. Natural aggression exists on all levels; it's necessary for advancement and evolution. Order is necessary to minimize chaos and maintain balance; thus we have the condition of society on the planet.

I'm inclined to believe the human population outnumbers the kingdom of heaven inhabitants. Fortunately for us, they never sleep and work with us tirelessly and faithfully. I also believe that the veil becomes heavier for those individuals who decline to make any effort to reconnect with the Truth hidden under the amnesia. This would block efforts by our kingdom friends to assist and they would be reassigned to those humans who strive for and seriously seek the precious knowledge.  

December 19, 2006:  evolution of natural aggression

Why is there so much violence among humanity on this planet? Aggression is a primary natural characteristic of consciousness and is tolerated, even honored, by those entities and energies who function in the dimension free of mortal encumbrances. Personally, I consider the "kingdom of heaven" reference attributable to that dimension. The statement in our "Bible" that "the kingdom of heaven suffereth violence and the violent take it by force" significantly informs one. Combine freedom of choice, natural aggression and amnesia of our true existence and you have the perfect recipe for violent behavior.

When we fail to strive to achieve our personal truth, distancing ourselves from our cosmic roots, we jeopardize the potential to reach full capacity of our innate capabilities. The time-worn process is not faulty in that it gives ample opportunity for exploration and education while we Moderns prevail in our earthly adventures. It is a method to separate the wheat from the chaff, as well. Surely there is a limit, however. I venture to say that we have reached said limit in our earthly pursuits! Time has no impact in other cosmic dimensions but on a chronological level, enough, already! The teeter-totter is unbalanced and in danger of collapsing!

Metaphorically, a flattened balance implement provides a level playing field. The negative aspect is that violence can hurt and is scary! Those less inclined can be strong-armed to submit to the strength and fear. So it has been through the ages. Aggression is necessary and unavoidable. It's given credence in every religious endeavor as a means of justification. What can be done to restore balance? Go "in", my friends. Do the inner search for your personal truth. Face yourself and your fears and issues. Express your dismay and anguish of the state of our planet where it really counts! Strengthen your cosmic connection and rediscover the power within. That is your enduring contribution to the never-ending creativity innate in the Universe!

   

 

December 22, 2006

So the kingdom of heaven minions "suffereth" (allow) violence; a god and angels of fierce demeanor and intent are created, assisting and enabling mankind in battles and all sorts of atrocities. Sacrifices of animals and humans are acceptable. The violent run rampant over the planet's inhabitants with success and abandon. Christianity succumbs to the power-driven ambitions of  church leaders. Man was given dominion over the planet and everything in and on it with little interference from spiritual or cosmic influences; what little there was became skewed and perverted by those sensitive to it, often withheld from the general populace. One must ask, "Why?"

Consciousness creates; it must; it shall. Humanity as we know it is an impressive species. The body and brain comprise an awesome biological machine. There are flaws, of course, but much about which to be pleased. Consciousness, which is the ultimate creation factor, will research and discover a method to evolve the human form, possibly through a blending process with other specie. Consciousness functions within the body to inform every cell, molecule, etc. Mankind  increases original intent with the extended parameters available within the combined brain and body. Each generation of the planet could be considered an aspect of experimentation.

Extraterrestrial beings have been introduced to our awareness quite obviously in recent years, including actual physical and personal contacts. My experience has been a bit stand-offish, but I've been privy to contact by virtue of the "other vision" capability. From what I've seen, I must theorize the probability of blending with certain alien (to us) beings which will be the next phase of the creation effort. I hope the violence factor will be minimized in the world of these blended beings! I surmise that science and art will be the norm, a sort of da Vinci-esque mindset overall. I envision ego as a less important factor and accomplishment and achievement to be the desired goals for each individual. The "veil of amnesia" humans now accept will be unnecessary because we will all realize the truth of our place in the kingdom of heaven landscape. Human emotions, often a driving factor in our mortal existence, will not have the capability to hold sway over us as now exists, requiring much less effort of will to control.

Not every individual will reach blending ability due to choices made in the lifetimes they experience. What will become of them? I don’t know yet. Perhaps they must undergo a process of  evaluation and re-education. This, to me, is what comprises the "judgment" of the biblical mindset. Charity will play a vital role in this particular project. Some of the "kids of the dirt" will have achieved an energy level allowing them to participate in the activities of the "kingdom of heaven". Many will not.      

December 23, 2006

Obviously, I'm not the most exemplary journal keeper! As a graduate student, I'm now required to put pieces together and ponder until I can make sense of it all! This morning I'm recalling spheres I've seen; also rings & circles.

The green and blue energies appeared as a large sphere during the earliest period of the "New Thought Era" and at a time when I'd begun to think of them as friends and companions, especially the green color. There was also a small, beautiful golden sphere I saw briefly. The totem type figures I saw initially evolved over a period of time, one of them becoming a huge, bloated-belly beast, quite round; blue in color with big, round, dark eyes that seemed to express all the sadness of the world! It had a few odd markings upon it that I could not relate to anything I've seen before. Compassion was the feeling that it seemed to elicit.

A ring within a ring made a visit at one time. Its color was the rich gold. It was in constant motion. I did think of Ezekiel's wheel and this one does have scientific significance beyond the scope of my expertise. Esthetically, it was fascinating.

The golden sphere reappeared after a period of time of experiencing fantastic visions and it was quite large and impressive. There were a few markings upon it, as well. From an opening appeared a young male figure who stood looking upward and raised both arms in a show of strength. Following him another male emerged who peered downward with a look of glee and appeared ready to jump. These two reminded me of my sons. A glimpse inside the sphere showed me many other beings crawling rapidly through a tunnel which led upward. Passing all the others and gaining the lead was a petite young female who reminded me of my daughter. I knew she would "win the race". I call this orb the birthing sphere. Recalling it now, I can relate to the sperm traveling to the egg in the human reproductive process, especially since I'd experienced seeing the two tiny orbs of light at certain times before the births of my second son and my daughter, later. (These occasions were in the sixties and seventies long before the time of  my epiphany.)

In many cultures the circle is vitally important. I can now say with absolute confidence, "Take my word for it".

RARELY

On pale, restless steeds

Of celestial essences,

Gods ride through our thoughts.