Saturday, May 11, 2013

the ultimate freedom is personal truth

5/11/2013
Isn’t it shameful that the human animal mentality has barely risen above the primitive level of brutality and killing that our feral planet mates exhibit? Extreme effort is required to achieve the might of self-control. Up to this point in history, systems have been the method to work at overcoming our flaws of character; religions, cults, movements, occultism…whole bunch of isms, self improvement guides…scads of them. We don’t need all that, folks. It’s not necessary to remove oneself from life’s mainstream activities and demands of existence to travel along the inner journey to one’s personal truth. So, what is needed? As I continue this blook, we will find out. I’m still gleaning previous material from my gryfyn files, so I’ll include those and maybe still throw in some poetry. Skip what doesn’t grab you. Hey, stick some of your own thoughts in. That’s totally acceptable. J



January 2, 2007

Consciousness energy is interminable. It will constantly, continually create and re-create; structure and restructure; define and redefine; build and destroy. This is the genius of the universe. We who are mortal beings on this planet are creations of these energies and creators in the process, as well. We contain these energies and are able to interact with them. What sets us apart is the biological factor.

Many consider the body a temple, some going so far as to worship that aspect of our existence. Good health and proper care is one thing; desperation to maintain youth and physical beauty another. We are allowed to choose, but in the process, much is lost, primarily that precious connection with our cosmic roots. But how important is that knowledge?

The truth sets you free but also sets you apart. As a social species, we find the situation a bit disconcerting. We can't fathom that we belong everywhere and nowhere! We believe we should share our truths with one another and develop systems for aspiring planet mates to enjoy and experience, too. We should understand that the efforts we put forth in conjunction with those unseen (to most) entities have their own momentum and, being beyond our conscious understanding, we feel left out of the loop at a certain juncture. This is the present situation for the gryfyn! I must now comprehend the value of my planet existence henceforth.

I continue to try and achieve understanding of all that I've experienced for my own appeasing of curiosity. I attempt to link together the different "visions" and scenarios. I attend to my physical situation in a maverick manner. I've decided to eliminate the assistance of Medicaid, preferring to apply those monies to my savings account for the benefit of my progeny. This will take a strong intent effort on my part regarding healing or, at the least, tempering of ailments or afflictions to a tolerable level. It won't be easy, but, if faith no greater than the seed of the mustard plant can move a mountain I know I shall accomplish my goal! Time will tell. J


January 9, 2007:  I realize my faith intent is beyond merely believing a thing will be so.  It is in the realm of knowing. A couple of days after my stated health intent, I saw three "beings" in white robes gathered at my right eye area. I know these were representatives of the group of healers responding to my request for alleviation of pain. Thereafter, I have been feeling much better; not completely "whole", but the sinus infection which created a great deal of pain is lessening! The muscular pain is still present, but manageable! I'm very grateful to realize a result so immediately following my application of faith intent! This restores my hope for the future of mankind! Some of us have paid a lot of dues and may now take advantage of privilege. Extreme travail can pay off in a mortal lifetime if we expect and/or require it, respectfully, of course.

Yesterday, upon awaking, I became aware of a scenario that makes me ponder. I related to a female who was speaking to another as she said, "but I've sworn my allegiance and I cannot change it."…..something to that effect. This was in a sort of Irish brogue. In my thoughts was the information that a clan or family was packing up to go back to their homeland to join forces in battle. The person I related to was explaining why she declined to join them, having achieved citizenship and alliance to her adopted country. Odd! But I understand on another level. This is typical of my threshold of ethics in all areas, including the spiritual values of my life. I've sworn allegiance to the Christ and His reign over mankind and regard the old religions as history to respect and instruct as such; but the new mentality requires fresh perspective and to this I am dedicated. It's good to realize this, for my personal understanding, at least. J

  
January 12, 200

It isn't far-fetched to my mind to imagine that "other beings" assisted early mankind in their earth-life efforts. They could've been involved as parental advocates and mentors helping the "young'ns" get on their feet in a new life. Many planet inhabitants do the same and have for hundreds of generations. Eventually, the adults wean the children and go on with their own interests and projects. Often, the progeny make a stand for their independence and strike out on their own. Either way, separation is imperative for growth and expansion of experiences.

We "Moderns" who've prevailed on this planet for centuries became prodigal children. In efforts to keep in touch with our "roots" we created dramas with a cast of god impersonators and all sorts of character actors, villains abounding. Many scripts were written and some survived the changing landscapes. At a certain point, a call was made to the species to alter the prevailing mental landscape in an effort to reconnect with the truth of their lineage and purpose. The Christ figure stepped up to the plate in that project and fulfilled all expectations of the original benevolent beings; the rest was up to us.

So, how are we doing? We insist on performing rituals, mantras, meditations, emotional   states – both natural, forced and chemically induced – to compel us into those adventurous and mysterious arenas where we leave life's demands and mundanity   behind. A few oddball mavericks attempt to tread the cosmic paths which the majority disdain, but it seems we've failed to realize the true connection to our actuality. I wonder if we are so smug and full of ourselves and our accomplishments as a species that we dread any information that might detract from our personal importance. Mistakes have been made along the way and are still being made. No one wants to be accountable. We are still children.

Oh, this is way kool! I've discovered that the "spot" in my left eye that seems to be like a worm hole is valentine-heart shaped!!! I can't explain it and may never be able to prove it, but there it is!!!



January 28, 2007

We Can't Handle the Truth!
Length of time figures less importantly than amount of thought energy investment. Christian religion was and is the stronger, more valid idea possibility. That intent factor is more lasting and rewarding. Many worship probabilities were tested and fell by the wayside, in general. We instill a sort of artificial resuscitation into the old gods and religions through our historical and archeological pursuits. We attempt to confirm or verify, to justify, if you will, our previous choices. It's all quite intriguing, but it only proves we're not ready for The Truth. We must be willing to "pierce the veil" and seek to comprehend the inner workings of our purpose on this planet. The scope of "the big picture" is still more than we mortals can handle. We're stuck in the mindset of parables and metaphors. For the aspiring blending, balancing future beings this must be a frustrating situation in which to exist; the gryfyn finds it so.

At this point in earth time, I have a sense of coasting, intellectually. My mind informs with strange intuitions that I ponder and realize the necessity for a passage of "time" to analyze and/or assimilate. There is no representation for the root truth of our existence in the form of myth or  analogy that will suffice. It cannot be dressed up in poetic license or morality tale to make it acceptable to the human species. We each must come to Truth in our own fashion and fullness of reality and understand that we Moderns are creating as we go; and that is a basic Truth: we are the gods and they are us. We are the past, present and future. Within us, consciousness realizes the most profound refinement, creative arenas and evolution. We are the never-ending story.




January 29, 2007

Here's a fun scenario: the ETs are the meek who shall inherit the earth ; they are not violent, having been through that phase in their planetary existence and evolved to the level above and beyond. Perhaps they are the remnants of Mu and/or Atlantis. They are no doubt parts of these and parts of others who've achieved that "Kingdom of God" mentality. They are the BBFBs of their galactic era. Their consciousness energy intents are compatible with those of homo sapiens. The attraction is strong, inevitable and  unavoidable.

There are, among the sapes, those who are blending and reaching for the thoughtscape beyond the norm, as we know it. The demands of balance require an opposite force, so violence, crime and all things we consider vile keep piling up simultaneously. Like a virulent boil, it will come to a head someday. Then will be the time for real contact with those other beings of the blending society.

Odd thought: in our society, the face shape considered most perfect and desirable is called oval in the realm of female beauty…..the heads/faces of the blues and grays are perfectly oval!

The gryfyn senses she's growing into the actuality of her ultimate truth and it's way far out!! Understandably, she must be patient and receptive to intuition and crazy ideas!
  


February 2, 2007

OKAY, THIS IS FAR OUT! My brain is focused on Truth and my intuitive thoughts these past few days are presenting an incredible scenario that I must assimilate and ponder with total objectivity. I'm hesitant to put these possibilities to paper, but it helps me and doesn't necessarily intend any sort of commitment. So……

The lost worlds, or civilizations in ancient times that disappeared, it seems: I'm sure these are not un-thought possibilities……but…..could be some of these were offered an opportunity to leave the planet or discovered the means for interplanetary travel and just took off, spending time as space nomads and adventurers. I mean, really, all the way far out sci fi stuff has to come from somewhere!

Anyway, these folks would bop back and forth, just keeping their finger in the planet earth pie but from a distance. They did their thing while earthlings were dong theirs and all the while a culmination and family reunion was/is impending. So now and then certain of the interplanetary nomads would rejoin the "human" race on their terms, of course, and in this way vital information is shared. But the "ETs" have their own projects in play with agendas unbeknownst to earth inhabitants. The so-called apocalypse will be the revelation of these truths and an open sharing of all knowledge and occurrences. Upheaval in the planetary mindset is inevitable and many will realize the threat to their power agendas for religions, corporations, democracies and other types of power and manipulation of peoples will be threatened and they won't go down easily. But they will be dispensed with as a way of humanity, unacceptable in their manner of dominion.

I'm one of these who are engaged in a blending enterprise, perhaps as scouts or as forerunners to future events. I know I'm not the first to bop around in this mental landscape, but I'm keeping it to myself until I feel comfortable and secure with the possible/probable aspects. Anyway, we'll see……. J !



February 7, 2007

What odd creatures we humans are! In spite of our Big Brains, we are reluctant to jump off the edge of our flat world mindscape. Because we find only artifacts, bones and remnants of previous earth lives we believe in limited possibilities. We're astounded at evidence of advanced scientific practices in ancient days. We can't believe our eyes peering at pictorial records displaying  what seems to be flying saucers and beings in space suits. We're dumfounded at the possibility that certain civilizations thrived, then mysteriously disappeared! UFO sightings and alien encounters push us to the treacherous edge of that safe mind haven we've created. Some of us beings welcome the nudge but many resist stubbornly.

I say fly with the fantasies; soar with the wings of What If! The precious gift of Imagination is the vehicle which shall transport us to the Truth of our existence and we can become aware of our unlimited scope of achievements. We will begin to understand the creative process of consciousness; what makes us tick. Forget religion and politics! Don't indulge in practices which deter us from all we can be. Take hold of our vanities and prideful ambitions. Exercise analysis and good sense in decisions. Respect ourselves and our planet mates. Seek wisdom, not riches and power. Strive for intelligence to enhance the intellect. Do not suffer violence and do not commit violence! Believe that we are each one of us gods in the making; some will take longer than others to get there. Our existences have no beginning and no end, being an ever-constant creative process. We create what we are and become what we imagine.


EVENING NOTE: while watching another UFO program, I had this wild thought: I am the thought child of one advanced being blended with the thought child of another being and sharing this earth life. Now, however, the other one has completed her work and gone on to something else while I continue and focus the remainder of this earth-life phase to my new-thought arena. Sounds feasible to me! J



February 22, 2007

I sometimes awaken with thoughts in my brain that are a surprise to the conscious self. This was one of those mornings.  I was thinking that if the being we've designated as Satan is an actuality, the circumstance would be that trait of our basic, driving consciousness force which informs our intentions. If the war in heaven scenario occurred, the rebellious angels represent that innate drive within us which disallows compliance and self-discipline. In essence, requisites were set forth whereby these beings may achieve the ultimate godship they understood was in their realm of capability. Conflict was the result of a refusal to temper one's own will and put one's self through the required paces for advancement. The opposition decided they deserved the honors by right of rank. The requisites would allow beings of lesser status to achieve the benefits of higher status and they wanted no part of it.

In our society today we see the same behavior. Through the ages we've designated good and evil as a means of separation. Actually, these traits are innate within us all. Our choices place us in the particular categories as we know them. However, it is desirable that eventually everyone will comprehend and strive to achieve a higher level of understanding and creativity. We mortal beings are given that opportunity and we participate whether we know it or not.

Note: a "curious" seeing; fleeting, but compelling: a being appeared momentarily in my Othervision; seemed to be male, but I saw only the head; the face was that of what we've come to call alien, the skin a pale green. On his head was a helmet such as a military person or member of our SWAT team would wear. It was askew and the strap was loose and dangling. He was smiling broadly, even laughing, possibly. In seconds, he swooped up toward that now familiar vortex. Whatever the circumstance, he was very happy and shared this joy with me! J
 
My brain is filled this morning with the possibility of sharing my files…….UHGIN! I think I'm too lazy to involve myself in a volume of editing and collating….I know I am…so it would have to be on the order of a personal journal; pretty much as is. I would try to eliminate repetition so should merge the different prospects I've already created into one compilation. Since I have no interest in monetary gain, I disdain to place myself in the hands of marketing agents, etc. I can afford to format them as CD "books" but I'm not sure to whom I might give them! In the spirit of Janie Appleseed, I'd simply hand them out to various and sundry persons….and I'd like to maintain the anonymity of "the gryfyn". Hmmm…I'll see what shapes up….



February 24, 2007

Imagination is important for a number of reasons. It is innate within every human being. It prompts thought energy. It's an enjoyable exercise that requires no great effort or expense. Indulging the imagination can relieve stress, elevate one's mood, create possibilities that may reach actuality status and, most importantly, keep that all-important brain/Mind connection sharp and viable. It's a fabulous gift, this thing we call imagination.

The energy output is probably the most important factor. Every thought is a creation of the individual. The attendant beings function in their dimensions in response to these creations. If the thoughts we humans entertain are of an unproductive or negative nature and not in tune with the order of the Higher Laws, then the effort involved is a waste of the * Cronz intent and energy expenditure. (*My created nickname for Creator Consciousnesses)

In our planet existence, we believe that an active imagination is only for the very young or the gifted and talented; that it's a tool we should use for fame and fortune as an artist, writer, actor…whatever genre requires the application of imagination. Little do we know that "it ain't what you got; it's the way what you use it". We sapes admire the products of the overtly imaginative individuals, not realizing the importance and impact of even the tiniest, most unobtrusive daydream.

Often times, the daydream or imaginative thought is a prompt from the Mind. This would be information to which we otherwise would not have access. The source is beyond that mortal amnesiac barrier common to earthlings.



March 2, 2007

Had an interesting, brief interaction this a.m.: three figures, one a short female whom I thought looked a bit like me, a tall male wearing a hat that reminded me of those which, again, was like Jewish rabbis wear; the third person was somewhat obscured standing behind the male. The "me" one reached out her arm toward me (they were at a portal type of opening) and to my left and very close I saw a hand which I presumed to be hers. It was palm up and she was wiggling her four fingers. I reached my arm up to them and that ended their little adventure, I guess.    So it continues, intermittently.


March 3, 2007

A scenario I experienced this a.m. was not so brief. An angel was in my Othervision, gliding and moving in the fashion of my "guide" sphere. Its wings and body shape were outlined by bright, golden light and the whole image was white but nearly transparent. My brain went whirling, of course. I thought challenged the appropriateness of its presence and it didn't leave, so many what-ifs surged over my thought landscape. All the while, I was seeing other persons or beings of various types and poses, male and female, appear. Eventually the scene ended and I'm left with exciting, new ponderings!




March 5, 2007

It isn't unreasonable to me that so many of our ancient ancestors' primitive concepts regarding nature lies in the fact that these were beings newly created to inhabit the planet and their previous experiences were not those concerning planetary habitation.  They would be knowledgeable in the sciences since this is an area basic to all Cronz, and, being freshly arrived from the cosmic regions, they would find these matters compatible with their thought landscapes. 


March 9, 2007

I find it most interesting that my "matrix moment" is really a lengthy process of small and numerous epiphanies and/or personal revelations. I prefer to mull things over till I discern the truth and the why and wherefore of a matter to achieve the understanding of possibilities. Often times, pure discernment or intuition relays a message and the pondering becomes afterthought of appreciation.

I realize the need for this state of achieving my personal understanding while my planet mates in this era in which I abide move toward their levels of enlightenment. This is happening, and it's exciting! Being of an impatient nature, it isn't soon enough for me, but I can learn to bide my time, lending my personal thought energy to the process in a quiet and seemingly unobtrusive fashion. To do otherwise would defeat the purpose and is unacceptable and unproductive, as we see from historical reference and lessons.

So the gryfyn reins in her impatience and attempts to pursue mundane interests to occupy time and space which will be neutral in impact on the corporeal level. In the landscape of thought energy there are no boundaries. I realize that, as we move on in our enlightenment process, we will abandon some thought creations. These must be dealt with and utilized in new and creative endeavors; an area where I hope to be useful.



March 11, 2007
Two days ago; just getting around to documenting it! J  A transparent sphere approached a little above and to my right. It emitted a bright, white cone of light which fitted to the crown of my head above my right ear and moved directly across to just above my left ear and then was gone. The sphere lingered where it was, but left seconds after. I have no explanation, as usual, but I have been requesting intuitive info to help myself with the pain management. Perhaps this is how they do it. Today, I do have the whimsical thought of the similarity to a "dunce cap".  J
I've been on a "sewing toot" this week with certain projects in mind and the effort does intensify the pain, but so far, I'm successful in keeping it manageable. Tenacity cannot be denied. So, we'll see how it goes. So far, so good!

March 12, 2007
A first for me! In the wee hours of the a.m., I became aware of the paralysis that I've heard about which the body can experience during sleep! It was psychologically disturbing and added to that, the beings I saw were odd. I tried moving but found my body and digits "curled up" as if I had a total physical handicap. I tried to speak but could barely make sounds and could not form words. My brain was functional, but in a quandary, of course. I knew this was not actuality, but it seemed so real! Finally, I was able to wake up enough to get up and move about a bit, but then went back to sleeping. Lo and behold, there it was again. For some reason I thought I needed to reach the TV remote which was very difficult and plunk, I fell to the floor in a helpless heap. I formed the thought that this was an unacceptable circumstance and , to whomever was responsible, they must find another way to approach me or be gone. Period.

I realized that I was not on the floor, of course. I saw a figure in front and to my right which resembled what we presently call a devil. He was on one knee with an arm across the bent knee and just looking at me. He wasn't scary in the demonic sense and he didn't move. Now, I've seen this posture before, plus, the devil figure was formed of the gray clouds. Simultaneously, a sweet-looking young female moved from left and just below me across and to my right. She looked at me with a rather serious visage, I thought, but I was directing my thoughts to the "devil dude", but did perceive the presence of a white figure, human in appearance, but with no particular features to note. Naturally, this all happened in a matter of seconds but seemed more like several minutes to me. Soon they were gone and I felt in control of my faculties. As I lay there, I wanted to "see" whatever else I might. There appeared the familiar cloud tunnel effect. In the distant focal point I could see the opening I expected to observe, and a "being" or person looking toward me. That one didn't stay long and the opening closed up. The clouds looked more like stone and as I moved closer to the focal area, it stayed closed and did not open though I lingered in expectation that it would. So I left it at that. You can believe I'd be sticking my long, cosmic finger into that hole because I think that's where the mischief originated!

I remember, one of the statements I "thought" to my "visitor" was my strength in the Christ ethic…can't remember my exact words, but must've felt challenged and that was part of the requirement that a different approach was needed if "he" had a request or justification for "his" appearance. By then I was awake, so got up and had coffee and sewed a bit and spent a few pondering hours and took a cat nap which I prefaced with a request that it be uninterrupted and pain-free…which it was.

As I ponder the event, I find I can sympathize with people who think they're being haunted or possessed or whatever; I'm strengthened in my belief that we feed into the illusion; I'm astonished that the human race is still so immature that we aren't elevated yet to a level of realization of actuality. Then, too, maybe it was an attempt to humble me and require an obeisance to the "old God order". If so, it didn't work…save your energy for a more productive activity! I'm busy!

My two closest neighbors, both male, like the purses I'd made so much that they bought them all between them!  Now I must launch a new batch! FUN!  So…back to work! J

March 14, 2007
Follow up on the aforementioned incident: I thought-communicated that I wouldn't give up until they showed me the source of the weird experience (but, of course, they know this) so after a few seconds I saw…get this…a space platform, I would call it; quite large; the pewter gray color and looked like a wheel with spokes built out from a hub area.  I looked at it for several seconds, moving to a couple of perspectives. Yeah, I know, Star Trekian; right? What can I say? I was expecting to see the cloud energy scene again. But there it was; a huge wheel-looking object suspended in deep space. Whether it is real or not, I can't say. This is what I was shown. God does have a sense of humor!

April 12, 2007
Always in ponder mode J  About a week ago, an array of beings made themselves visible to me. They were males, several of them and seemed to be older and their hair and visages were all varied. They appeared in the pewter grey energy color. I thought of them as the old gods. They weren't particularly looking directly at this mortal me. The facial expressions varied but most were glum or stern-looking. I flicked my hand at them but they were unaffected by it. They stayed several seconds, then un-appeared. Shortly, a pair of small lips came from the cloud mass toward my lips! I made a small kiss and have since begun to think these thoughts: these beings do represent the old gods or religions; belief systems, if you will, and they are retiring, happily! They must, of course. I'm thinking they never wanted to be gods of war, famine, destruction, etc., but being our creations, they were required to do the jobs we expected of them. Now they can be free to pursue new interests more compatible with the changes to come…or just take a vacation! They deserve it!
Last week, though I wasn't entertaining any expectations, I witnessed the opaque beings traveling from my area and was shown where they were going… an energy area from which emitted clear, bright white light; very inviting! Don't know where this is and had no interest in further pursuit, but now I know where these beings of great beauty cloaked in the opaque energy travel to and from!
The process of truth revealing is a bit slow, but maybe that's because I am! As I strive to reign in my impatience, the task becomes easier. While looking through my hodgepodge of sewing "stuff" I ran across a quote written on a post-it note that I thought I'd lost. It was stuck to another that I'd forgotten I'd copied. These are they:
HE WHO CONQUERS OTHERS IS STRONG;
HE WHO CONQUERS HIMSELF IS MIGHTY.
Lao Tse

He only is a great man who can neglect the applause of the multitude
and enjoy himself independent of its favour. 
Joseph Addison

Substituting the male pronouns for female, I can relate and find them refreshing to review.

Knock on wood…pain, both muscular and sinus, has so far remained within a manageable and tolerable level!



June 16, 2007

The designation of "my Mind" to the ever-present sphere was an intuitive piece of information which surprised me a bit. Still, I have faith in the accuracy of that still, small voice. The statement related from the newly-revealed Gospel of Mary, that of Christ telling her that the Mind is between the Soul and the Spirit and is the vehicle whereby we see visions, is absolutely feasible to me. I've visited this mysterious, mobile globe and seen evidence of its vehicular properties; proof of the reliability of the intuitive Truth!
I mention it now because of an event occurring about a week and a-half ago. From a sound sleep, I awoke to see a male's head within an aura of thick clouds above and to my left only a few feet away, of the pewter-gray color. My thought was to get the camera and try to capture it on film. (My young'uns gave me a digital one for my birthday )  Instead, I observed my Mind sphere emerging from that being's area directly to me, so I put out my hand to receive it. It seemed larger than usual with a more nebulous appearance. It came to me quite swiftly and stayed. The being un-appeared. I probably wouldn't have had time to get the camera and wait for it to boot up to snap a shot anyway.
This Being had a familiar look; cropped, curly hair and an inscrutable but benign look on his face. I think reminiscent of the pictures of the mythical Greek gods with which we're familiar and I think I've seen him with others in previous "visions". Personally, this is a bit humorous to me. His appearance may be an illusion created by that particular personage! At any rate, my surprise lies in the fact that I've not been given direct access to that energy area in my conscious state but obviously my Mind visits at will or perhaps invitation. So interaction takes place but I'm not privileged  to "know" about it. When I unwittingly happened upon the circumstance, I was deterred from further pursuit. This fact will not dissuade my innate curiosity, of course, but I shall respect "their" methods from the standpoint of one who is aware of the pitfalls of erroneous human interpretation.

New configurations I've seen lately are a bit awe-inspiring; the black, opaque energy matter in free-form chunks, sometimes with another energy color, just fleeting glimpses. Then, about three days or so ago, these appear and joining them are a certain shade of the purple color. They move to an area directly in front of me and a field of the red energy moves in behind them. Now they're defining a specific arena of space. In front of them appears a tiny being, seemingly male and oriental, dressed in a sort of robe and "he" beckons to me, points toward the "art work" and moves toward its center. As he does so, the gold energy next adds a blending layer and at the center of that and backlighting it is a brilliant light. This was a magnificent work! I like to think of it as a birthday present!

One other notable recent "vision":  the reddish-orange globe at a distance a bit to my right. It seemed to be drawing energies, items and beings to it, among them a small configuration of an odd-looking skull and crossbones and the distorted face of a female within a "bubble". She was looking at me and her mouth was open. It was a bit disconcerting and I still ponder the implications and meaning. But my seeing doesn't entitle me to know everything in spite of the fact that I'm in charge of my life! For all I know, I'm getting something I want and this scenario is the trade-off! Though I vacillate between powerful and puny mindsets, I can't deny the adventure and privilege and am grateful for it!

I can't possibly document all that I see, but some things are definite highlights and deserving of mention in my Gryfyn Files!




June 20, 2007

The Mind is between Spirit and Soul and is the vehicle whereby we see visions. The Brain will not always comprehend and be able to decipher or translate the visions. Every individual is a visionary person because Spirit and Soul are in contact with one another through the Mind's activities. We may not always or ever see or hear these events. We do have influence, however. If we exercise Faith, Hope, Charity, Good Will and a proper dose of self-discipline we are enhancing the Brain's capabilities and involvement. Simultaneously, energy stimulation occurs and intuition is enhanced and nurtured. Truth grows and blossoms. The Brain will entice more thought energy toward this focus, unwittingly. The Search becomes easier and more exciting. The phrases "eyes to see" and "ears to hear" don't imply that we will or must see visions and hear voices or messages. These are metaphors for intuition and discernment, which are innate capabilities within every human being.
Science has not yet found the Mind within the confines of the biological housing; that's because it isn't there! I sometimes wonder if my Mind sphere could be captured on film or video. When I watch ghost hunter programs and see the occasional orb of light, I'm inclined to think it just may be the Mind sphere of someone in the group! On the other hand, if disembodied spirits are "haunting" certain locations, perhaps these "orbs" are the Minds making an attempt to reunite the "lost" spirits with their Souls.

Later; same day: we speak of Soul as being housed within our bodies, but I'm not so sure. Souls might be those white, ethereal Beings I've seen who travel about and, when seen from afar, appear to be pinpoints of light. These are they whom I've observed within my Mind sphere frequently as well as engaged in other activities.

Watching a certain TV. program,  I wonder if I could communicate with disembodied spirits in controlled circumstances. I'd use a different vocabulary than the typical paranormal investigator or medium or psychic, etc. it sure would be interesting to try! That would be quite an adventure!



June 21, 200
The area of disembodied spirits is an intriguing thought landscape. What if some spirits, being freed of bodily confines, do express their freedom by hanging around places in the dimension of the embodied. They are energy entities, of course, and many of those spirits still within their "mortal coils" may respond. The body itself is subject to many stimulants, especially electrical. Paranormal investigators are those persons who supposedly are trying to define which is spirit and which is scientific stimuli; e.g., unexplainable and explainable.
The embodied persons respond emotionally and we presume the disembodied spirits are emotional, too. But are they? Another question is: being pure energy, are the disembodied stimulated by the emotional responses of those still in bodies with which they come into contact? If so, and if their energy level allows, they may persist just as we who are embodied persist in activities that give us the most enjoyment. What if an individual who was aware of the different dimensions of the universe and the indigenous characteristics were to use this knowledge in communicating with active disembodied spirits? The vocabulary would certainly be different from time-worn dictates. A great deal of respect would be evident and the attendant energies of the contact person would be involved to some degree or other. I wonder how that would work?




June 23, 2007

Spirit, Mind, Soul: another important Three; add to this Brain, Body, Imagination and consider that these elements interact in the process of Life and you have one very busy little Being! I think I'll never cease to ponder all this stuff!
In some cultures the three make the whole which is the Complete, signified by a circle or sphere. In my Othervision experience, I see many orbs, spheres and circles, so I believe in the validity of this premise.
Energies are stimulated by other energies and the mortal being is a powerhouse of stimulus for  the minions of the Inside. Perhaps that is the sole purpose of human existence, for this would lend to consciousness refinement, the ultimate and eternal goal! We mortals are an important factor in the Universal recipe for Life. When we stop thinking of ourselves as insignificant specks, we'll participate more effectively and efficiently.
Opposing forces are also a stimulus factor, those we call demons, fallen angels, evil spirits, etc. The created mortal has the capacity to respond to a diverse collection of stimuli.

Paranormal activity is in my thoughts lately. I checked a couple of websites but wasn't particularly captivated. What does it take to prove there's Life after Death?! Maybe all this paranormal investigation is simply the next new-old thing.

The gryfyn is in a great mood today. Yesterday I sold 40 of my handbags to a local store for a tidy sum!! The poor, little pinched pennies can breathe easier! J





November 8, 2008

Why "kingdom"? Consciousness is eternal, the great I AM with no beginning and no end. Applying the law of attraction and imagining a possible scenario, we can envision a scenario where a particular group would achieve a level of creativity that required order and regulations. More than one of these "entities" would have ideas about the most effective course of action, probably each making a bid for their agenda to be the one all would follow.  As pure energy, the group would realize all the diverse ideas were feasible and challenging but a project leader was needed to organize and put the wheels in motion for particular projects. This would result in a kingdom with an individual making the important decisions and those who would affiliate and promote or lend their efforts being the subjects.
Imagine any number of collective Cronz groups involved in a variety of creative energies and we can be certain of many kingdoms. Enough of these groups would require an effective organizer, eventually, to engage in a major enterprise such as, say, creating a world populated with biological entities of all types. What if there were a series of varying renditions of this type of project, resulting in any number of heads of the many kingdoms? What wonderful endless possibilities abound! Competition would be fierce, I'm sure, requiring an all-knowing energy entity to encompass all projects and maintain order.

I've experienced a number of situations within the parameters of this Othervision "gift", a few of which I may never share with my planet mates. I still strive to discern Truth in all things. I'm not a dedicated journal-keeper, but if sharing some of my experiences helps someone else to refine their thought process, it is a worthwhile effort.



November 19, 08

Hooray! Science is finally starting to get it! Physicists have devised several theories re: multiuniverse! I see possibilities in all theories presented in bits and pieces. I lean toward the M Theory…membrane, or brane, for short.  If these branes often touch that would create opportunities to perceive activities in parallel universes if one achieves a certain level of sensitivity. I don't accept that there are duplicates of each of us within these branes, considering, as they state, the landscapes could be fantastically different from our earthly one. Right or wrong, these possibilities help me to understand why some of the scenarios and beings I've observed have seemed so "far out".

It's too bad that our planet inhabitants have, through the centuries, plucked the mystical and miraculous aspects of pure science and applied them to religious endeavors to hold sway over thousands of their planet mates. If there is an antichrist or such behavior, that would be it! Giving credence to Biblical reference, Christ did say even the elite would be deceived.

November 20, 08
In the graphics, the branes were shown abutting vertically. I wonder if they're layered horizontally, like a layer cake. Suppose the layers varied, as in cake, frosting then cake of a different flavor then jam, cake frosting, etc. Each separate layer would offer its own adventure of the palette. Combined, a whole new experience in taste could be enjoyed, or not, depending upon the partaker's preference.

Okay, so I watched a segment on the history channel called The Universe that prompted my brain to ponder possibilities of  another new thought landscape, so isn't it fabulous that our present day scientific Big Brains are bold and generous in sharing? I think so! Also, isn't it great that someone is perusing possibilities of Truth that could be earth- rocking if the required proof were forthcoming?

Maybe we "humans" are merely pets of the greater "gods". Perhaps that's why a certain faction of Other Beings are presumptuous in their interactions with us to the point of interference. They make us believe we have special gifts and talents in supernatural and paranormal  realms. They instill conviction of certain "callings" which set us upon singular paths of life. All their efforts deter us from achieving knowledge of the Absolute Truth of our Selves. Whatever we are, if we've been created by higher powers, it behooves us to prove our worth; to be the best we can of what we are. We reward our animal pets when they perform in a way that pleases us; who's to say the same isn't afforded to us homo sapiens?

Another intriguing aspect of the M Theory is that the undulation of the branes creates friction spots from which spring bubbles containing all matter necessary for the formation of individual universes. If so, these would remain trapped within the layers, creating expansion as they developed; thus the concept of our expanding universe would seem feasible. And what of the polar reversal? What effect would this have? Think of flipping the cake upside down. Christ said the first shall be last and the last shall be first…any- one for pineapple upside down cake?

I'm all for information that will guide us to our cosmic truth….keep up the effort!!



December 5, 08

We've been expressing other-self urges for centuries of time, we earthlings. Archeologists find artifacts, paintings, dolls, stories – which are also expressed in ancient writings. We've been painting our bodies and adorning them with accoutrements to depict characters outside the realms of our everyday lives. Writers create characters; artists draw and paint people and scenes born in the elements of imagination. Comic books transport their readers to the landscape of Othervision and alternate lives. Actors deliver fantasy planes for entertainment and creative exploration. Dolls are popular with many of us because we love to create and enjoy the presence of benign other beings. We can't help it; it's in our cosmic genes.

 Science is on the right track. Religion is stuck on an arid landscape. Truth will surprise, even shock, a vast number of our planet mates. If there is a wholly destructive end of time, the god those Bible-thumping fanatics wail unto won't be responsive for the very fact that he/it will have dissipated in the grist mill of absolute truth in spite of the centuries of so-called worship! The god idea won't survive the initial volley of true actuality.



December 26,09

Today I've decided I'm a "metaphysical theorist". It seems a proper justification and verification for what I've experienced these past years in other-dimensional landscapes. I can't bring myself to classify it as paranormal or supernatural since I believe every individual is capable of the same type of experience; in fact, many have and do participate in various other-dimensional activities and interactions but fear the experience and discredit their sanity and spiritual well-being. Those who dabble in mystical follies which were created centuries ago contribute to the fallacy that these are gifts which are privy to a select few. Many make a living charging fees for their "services".

I am not a scientist, physicist or theoretician via profession or hobby. I am certainly not a revelator, shaman, witch, psychic, medium, guru, witch doctor….anything in that genre! I know what I've seen, heard, and experienced and still do on occasion, and though I can't prove any of it, I can share with my fellow planet mates and explore the possibility of a new landscape of enlightenment.



January 7, 2009

I believe Soul creates Spirit and living life as a human being is a requisite, possibly the final step, in the process of the Spirit achieving Soul status.   Happy new year!!



March 13, 2009

As stated previously, I'm not a devoted journal keeper!  The past couple of years have been spent in moving to a new location – an older mobile home I'm buying as a rent –to-own – and dealing with physical ailments as well as adjusting to the presence of two sister puppies I've invited into my space.

Now, the afflictions I'm dealing with have taken precedence and I must enroll in Medicare and try to survive; but I still have my truth. If my ailments are life threatening, I may feel I should have shared my experiences with Othervision as a way to encourage any of my planet mates who are also searching for their personal truth. In general, these occurrences are labeled as paranormal or supernatural but I understand there's nothing para or super about them! They are as normal and natural for all beings of energy and spirit as is breathing for the biological vehicle!

If you're reading this, you'll know I found a way to share without engaging in the publishing game. I asked for Truth and my intent was strong and all was given to me freely; that's how I would like to pass it along – freely. I didn't request Understanding so  I can't explain my experiences. My assumption is that as truth becomes prevalent, understanding will follow. Besides, I hesitate to categorize or label scenarios, leaving all open-ended since combined thought energy affects outcomes.

I've decided to create The gryfyn's List of What Ifs…. So as not to influence others or interfere with anyone's personal truth quest.



December 14, 09
What shame that we must be bribed with promise of a tax deduction for our charitable donations!!!! Can't we just give with no expectation of a return? I suppose the fat cats were responsible for that genesis and  it just stuck.




April 10, 2010
Avatar comes from the Hindu belief system, defined as a form designed to embody a deity. A higher deity could probably impress into the consciousness of an avatar enough spirit energy to allow said avatar a residual or alternative life on another landscape, or dimension. The avatar consciousness would be able to strengthen that existence and spirit could visit or stay with it for extended periods if desired. This situation could be called a symbiotic, sybaritic relationship.

Congeniality and compatibility are necessary. Conscience plays a role, as well. The avatar brain, as engine of the machine, should be open to the promptings of spirit through intuition and discernment and be able to open itself to the mind's messages and interaction.

Energy and requisites: criminal or perverse energy unacceptable; spirit senses rejection; avatar engages in activities forbidden to spirit or so repulsive that spirit refuses to support such choices; spirit feels rejection and distances itself from the avatar.  Avatar life will end when death occurs.  zombie

Spirit guides the development of the avatar biology and personality. Therefore, tendency to accept spirit is strong, especially in the young, and the young are more familiar with spirit realm than earthly until growth and learning earth and human matters make a rift.
Religion works for busy adults as a substitute for the pure, original relationship and diverts intent. Imagination is vital for the human avatar to maintain and hone the childlike attitude for successful spirit bonding and blending.  Self control is a valuable tool for the blending, balancing future being. Ego must be taught its proper place. Avatar must learn its own vitality and importance.

In utilizing avatars in computer games, we're expressing our godness, probably guided by ambitious spirit; yet another way to bond with the cronz!



January 3, 2010

In one thought landscape, I've postulated the theory that religion is the bastard child of science. Unable to grasp the concepts of a scientific discipline, the average planet inhabitant takes to the emotional aspects of a religious experience like the proverbial duck to water. Those who wish to empower themselves learned long ago to manipulate mind and emotions through the use of science and psychology. Centuries ago, machinations were created to dazzle the senses; nowadays, it's the power of emotion through music and word over the airways and world wide web. I wonder if any person cares to think for themselves anymore!

January 15
My Body, My Avatar.  This should be the title of my book or, at least, a section in it. Though we and the lives we live are not actually computerized, I believe there is a parallel. These biological avatars which spirits utilize enable them to move in and out and around about within other layers of our universe. We visit past, present and future at will. Our avatars can function within certain parameters even when the spirit energy is elsewhere; of course, it won't stay away too long for the mortal coil is an important, temporarily valuable vehicle and we do respect it. 

The aliens in their UFOs are our future selves for some of us; a choice of body type yet to be.  We can't handle the truth yet so that remains to be understood.

March 26,'10
Counterparts…emotions…profound population of created entities resulting from our emotional states…(interactive universe)…jobs we can do of which the avatar is unaware but can become aware---miracles & other so called paranormal activities…

Spirits can have more than one avatar…amenable receptive avatars can be spirit-imprinted…spirit does not dwell within the body at all times



Worldly
Careless Lemming-man,
Why rush to your destruction
Forsaking the prize?

Eternal

Bodies all must die
But spirits live forever
In Raptures Sublime

PRAY ERS
The gods like us more
When we’re needy and woeful
And we talk to them

HURRICANE

God heaves a great sigh
With sorrow and shame imbued.
We give it a name.

Nocturne

What great adventures
Courageous Souls encounter
While sleep-traveling!

RARELY
On pale, restless steeds
Of celestial essences,
Gods ride through our thoughts.

High Country

Hard-edged are the folks
Who run the high chaparral
In strong, free spirit





 






















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