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AUGUST 05

PERSONIFICATION of DEMONS is Godness gone wrong! 

Get real!  Demons are made, not born!!!  It is not a valid reason to allow anyone to perpetrate heinous crimes against their fellow human beings!!!  We create the demons and we allow them to have sway over our decisions!!  I hope I never am required to serve on a jury to try an accused child molester or murderer…probably won’t, since I would not attempt to conceal my prejudice!!  Free will gives us choice to be- or not…to do-or not…to say-or not, etc.  The god power in all of us is a double-edged sword! We can use that power for good or ill. 

On the days when I’m feeling righteous indignation, I want to wield that power to destroy the ill…and in certain dimensions, energy serves that very purpose without my having to raise a hand for the deed.  But it’s a lengthy process by mortal standards & the ills commit horrendous deeds in the meantime.  Justice should be swift & horrors should be minimal!  In earth time, it’s just the opposite…so we must turn the other cheek, persevere & be long-suffering. 

Perhaps the Ills will change their ways, repent & behave in acceptable manners.  If they don’t, the coals are heaped higher and higher and hotter and hotter till their total obliteration is made absolute!! No redemption is possible then!!   No forgiveness required!!  Repentance is not an option!!  If demon-makers realized this, they just might hesitate in cultivating their evils!!!

I MUST ATTEST to the strength of Belief expressed in the simplicity of a Thought.  I recall that a few weeks ago, I was in such extreme pain I decided I must be disabled & I may as well try to deal with it.  However, as I often do now, I “thought” to the Powers, “you could heal me if you wanted to, if it’s appropriate.”  I thought I was just being whimsical, but, lo & behold, along came the “purging” & my little jaunt to the ER.  I feel now like a new person!  I insert here, between the two mentioned occasions, occurred a “visit”…or dream, if you like…similar in ways to others, involving persons with whom I’ve previously interacted.  Skipping the details, the end of the visit was the “me” (templar one, this time) holding a cell phone.   Another person whom I recognize but don’t really know, was on another phone & said, “You know what we talked about before?  Make it happen – now.”  As “I” was walking away I/she was saying, “What was that number?  911?  Yes, that is it…911.”  When I woke, I felt very anxious & my breathing was very rapid.  So….it must have been appropriate for me to be healed.  While at the ER, I thought to my “Friends” – “Where are you?  You haven’t abandoned me, have you?”  But I was quite calm, got better, & now…there you have it…mysterious ways!

MYSTERIOUS WAYS 

a small revelation for Gryfyn Files;  on 8/04/05 at a little before 5 AM, I awoke coughing – not unusual for the past several months which I attributed to allergy reactions to Idaho crud in the air – but this was different.  I quickly realized I was coughing up blood.  I called my daughter, getting her machine & leaving a message; my brain was whirling with the need to make a decision…call an ambulance, whatever…but I called my eldest son on the chance he was still home…Luck!  He took the time & the day off work to get me to the ER, while I coughed into a towel all the way, my brain in a bit of a fog.  I’m writing this 5 days later, so I survived!  Skipping details, I was very angry with my energy attendants!  A CTR- whatever- showed nothing eventful in the lungs, yet the wheezing & bubbling sounded like a fish tank!  A breathing treatment they administered helped immensely…but I felt betrayed!  Part of the anger I attribute to the steroid they gave me just before they released me that morning AND to the reduction of nicotine as I stopped smoking.  After about three days my train of thought followed another track…I am able to breathe better than I have for months!  There is no obvious tumor or other anomaly in the lungs…nothing threatening…so I feel refreshed!  An odd way to accomplish it, but there you have it!  I’m quite glad I don’t have the mortal capability to destroy my energy friends ‘cause I would have regrets inconsolable right now!  As it is, they forgive me & I gave them a good dose of spontaneous energy food! So…mysterious ways to work wonders!