earthly/astral, con't.

February 23, 2007

The gryfyn sits in her little nest, making occasional forays into the areas of society where food can be obtained, maintaining the tenuous link with her progeny and, to all outer appearances, functioning day by day like any other individual on the planet. No one knows what adventures of mind and spirit fill her hours. There is always the lurking, nagging drive to share with her planet mates the astounding epiphany she has enjoyed for several years. The past couple of years, she's tested book projects but stops at some point for her own reasons. Now, however, growing tired of the indecisiveness, she offers this rendering to whoever may find it interesting; gratis. There may be some repetition since this is an amateur effort. She'll throw in some of her "poetry" to break the monotony and that will be that. Anonymity is requisite, in spite of the fact that Truth is the goal, to avoid the pitfalls of  modern society's regrettable trait to celebritize the new and unusual and blow good intentions to unacceptable and damaging proportions; not to mention exploitation! The gryfyn prefers to maintain a low-key profile to allow individuals freedom of choice and thought which is their right and privilege.

I consider this a finished product. I have not revealed All because some of it is "nunya"…nunya bizness! I'm tired of me-me-me and you probably will be, too, if you read everything. You'll find it isn't formatted in the usual book fashion. Little editor-me hates this, but maverick-me forgives it. Why? Because my experience with the Othervision has me bopping around in free-wheeling explorations which could validate the premise that time is a continuum and all things happen at once and if we worry about chronological order we'll spoil the adventurous aspect of a romp on the Inside of reality!

That said, here it is. It's all that I have to give and I give it freely, as it was given to me. I did not write these things alone; it was a team effort; but the words and work are mine as team leader of the project. It matters little whether anyone likes it or benefits from it. Fame and fortune are not the goals. What I hope…we hope…is that the brain/Mind connection may be energized to encourage creative thinking and a renewal of worth for humanity…just that; nothing more. J

If you want to know who you used to be,

then look at who you are.

If you want to know who you will become,

then look at what you are doing.

(Buddha)

These works are evidence of creation after devastation,

that good can come from bad; the phoenix rises from the ashes;

taking a new path leads to the Pearl of Great Price! 

When life becomes unbearable, consciousness can come to the rescue and, with pure intent, you can discover the Truth that’s “out” or “in” there for yourself.

selfseek 

i search inside to find my self. 

i look, but i don't know what to see. 

i elude my self.   where is that me, that someone?

i know i'm there.  i feel my presence.  i look.  i search.  i don't see. 

where is self?   far?  near?  fleeing?   hiding?   invisible?  

i look.   i don't know how to see.   sight.    insight. 

in what?   those mountains?    this valley?    the earth?    the sky?

my life?    others' lives?    looking      searching.

I  FEEL   I HEAR   I CALL TO MY SELF !

groping.    striving.    weary.    i'm weary.

perhaps i'll stop to rest. 

Perhaps my self will find me.

The Gryfyn Files

are my expression of personal validation

as are the “chunks of thought" interspersed throughout this collection.