August 2, 2006
It is possible for Earth's inhabitants to enjoy the landscape of a "reigning Christ" state without the necessity of the compelling factor, i.e., the actual appearance of a greater being who will rule the world. That may happen, but the information to achieve the harmonious, peaceful existence was made available to mankind hundreds of decades ago in our documented history. Is that what we're waiting for, the One who comes back and rights all wrongs and sets forth mandates to follow? Haven't we engaged in this default mentality long enough? If we can know the truth and it will set us free, I say let's go for it!
August 7, 2006
Not much visual activity occurring lately, but I'm more acutely aware of deep consciousness activity on the level of one-on-one with other "beings" who resemble the human type of personage. I can sense the necessity of such enterprise in line with my decision to pursue publication of my Gryfyn Files. As the days have progressed my intent has become more firm. I called Hay House Publishing and requested a copy of their submission guidelines, which should arrive by snail mail shortly. I refuse to allow any negative moods and concentrate on applying my "faith power" full bore.
My appointment for dish satellite installation was August 10th, but the early afternoon of the 1st I received a call from an installer who asked if it were possible to do the job that day. Sure! There were inhibitors that cropped up and then dispensed with and the installation was satisfactorily completed. The package I chose has its limits but the vistas open to me now are just right and the Gryfyn has been thoroughly engaged in stretching the gray matter this week! Love it!!!
August 16, 2006: not much activity; during a full moon there's seldom much to see, usually. This week, however, on different occasions, I've seen the following: a lovely, pastel lilac/pink color, nearly transparent just below my right shoulder; slightly above it were a few transparent disc shapes; they were just lingering there but so lovely & I had a feeling of peace and love. Another day, I became aware that my Mind sphere was moving very fast with no effort of intent on my part; we were passing small clumps of the grayish clouds along the way; after several seconds I perceived, rather far below us, what I first thought was a huge library with books on the shelves but then realized I was looking at buildings lining a narrow, winding street; the particular one I thought was shelving seemed to be the largest with small, multi-colored windows as though they were posters instead and the length of it followed a curve in the road. We moved more slowly and soon came upon a vast group of people dressed in dark clothing all facing the same direction. They completely filled the narrow street. There were no sidewalks or vehicles visible. One tall figure was wearing a hat which reminded me of that which a Jewish rabbi wears. I didn't continue looking, but I wish I had because I wonder who they were and where they were going!
Another day I received a visit from the familiar green color & the blue globe, very close to me! Just this morning, again right up to my face, came a small deep, plum color with a trace of the dark energy. As it came closer, the plum became more purple and quite shimmery! What fun! I couldn't resist a playful urge and held it in my hand and stirred it around and it grew larger and it seemed we were playing! The blue and green were there, too, but paler. What a treat! The interactions with other beings continues in the sleep state, but nothing about which I have vivid recall.
RANDOM THOUGHTS
Dichotomous Species (May 21, 2006)
Humans are a dichotomous species. The “Christians” claim to be “children of God” and “brothers of Christ” yet they deny their innate heritage to become as gods themselves! They want only what the Bible offers and nothing more! They want “Heaven” to be an actual place where angels lounge on clouds and all eternity is filled with halcyon peace and rest; yet violence is at work there, according to the Bible, and “soldiers” are needed. Christ stated his yoke is easy and his burden is light, yet many zealots engage in murder to “cleanse” mankind of a supposed imbecile mentality! Christ stated he came to bring peace on the one hand then at another time said he came to bring a sword. So many dichotomies are at work that the actual, absolute truth is hidden somewhere within the dust of all the commotion. One must rise above the frenzy to find true answers. Searching within is the method. It’s a major challenge and not many will make the attempt.
“Finding God” or a firm belief in the god concept is an excellent start. We imagine an all-powerful being perfect in every way. To behave in a manner we think is acceptable to this infallible magnificence is an excellent exercise in self-discipline. If a sort of divine discontent nags at you, respond to it in faith and good will. It’s there for a reason. When you proceed on that pathway you’ll find you can change negative influences or, at least, diminish them. The yoke then becomes easier and the burden lighter on the one hand while you shoulder responsibility for your choices and accept your cosmic and supernatural lineage on the other.
Every personality lives life for specific purposes and we are given talents or tools necessary for the jobs. We are allowed to make choices and may possibly fail to fulfill a pre-contracted project. We may also decide to adopt other enterprises during our planet life. Gaining insight and honing intuition will enable greater understanding in this area. Some of the personalities might just need a break from extreme effort and want to enjoy an easy, carefree existence for awhile. Whatever the case, all choices have purpose to be achieved on some level.
GENIUS
This is an interesting word in the English language; the dictionary refers to genus, which defines a family of species as well as the standard statement of higher intelligence capacity. The Thesaurus is more expansive, of course, but notable is the similar definition of spirit in both books. Personally, I favor the reference to creative thought because it’s that which is absolutely available to one and all whatever life’s circumstances. Accepting Christ as Lord, son of God and Man, Savior of mankind who will reign supreme over the earth enables mankind to realize the possibility of genius capabilities and traits. Living, breathing creatures could be classified within their diverse species and under the genus of a God-created grouping. I am unable to comprehend why we humans refuse to believe in our own genius lineage. To be “all we can be” in earth life, we should try to discover what we were and/or can become.
The Christ example enlightens humans to the ultimate possibilities but we disdain to try and fulfill them. We won’t all go traipsing about the countryside preaching and teaching; we don’t need to; we have information at hand from previous methods. The proselytizing should now be within the individual; challenge Self; explore our own thoughts and imaginings. Be charitable toward yourself and use faith and hope in the effort. You might be surprised to learn that you’re more Christ-like than you realized without all the extraneous trappings. Life can more tolerable and interesting, but you won’t know if you don’t try!
December 8, 2006
Obviously, as a journal-keeper, I'm tenacious only in the short term! But the brain and mind never cease; only the Muse is fickle!
The kingdom of heaven, as I perceive it, is comprised of energies and entities which adhere to a "higher law" from which we mortal humans may access the particular tenets and requisites. Within us, we have prior knowledge but allow amnesia to veil it from the brain of the species to facilitate free will. They do not judge or predict or manipulate. Their purpose is support and documentation of those individuals to whom they are dedicated in service. They tolerate our choices and behaviors, even violence. Balance must be maintained, however, and Good must exist to even out the Bad. Who decides what's good and what's bad? We puny humans, of course, and being the resourceful species we are, hindered by the filmy veil of amnesia, we create our own version of higher and lesser law. Presently, for the discerning individual, we are able to see how the violent are taking the kingdom of heaven by force. A warrior god was created for empowerment and a foe called a devil, fallen from grace, was needed for justification.
Through the ages, truths have been hidden and secrets kept from public knowledge by the most powerful and conniving power trippers. Fortunately, veils are meant to be lifted and many mere humans have struggled to bore through the amnesia and escape the trap of the veil. The kingdom of heaven minions will support those efforts. Truth Absolute is possible and imminent but we must continue our efforts and the scale, needing balance lest it collapse, will fill with violence on the one hand, simultaneously. Natural aggression exists on all levels; it's necessary for advancement and evolution. Order is necessary to minimize chaos and maintain balance; thus we have the condition of society on the planet.
I'm inclined to believe the human population outnumbers the kingdom of heaven inhabitants. Fortunately for us, they never sleep and work with us tirelessly and faithfully. I also believe that the veil becomes heavier for those individuals who decline to make any effort to reconnect with the Truth hidden under the amnesia. This would block efforts by our kingdom friends to assist and they would be reassigned to those humans who strive for and seriously seek the precious knowledge.
December 19, 2006: evolution of natural aggression
Why is there so much violence among humanity on this planet? Aggression is a primary natural characteristic of consciousness and is tolerated, even honored, by those entities and energies who function in the dimension free of mortal encumbrances. Personally, I consider the "kingdom of heaven" reference attributable to that dimension. The statement in our "Bible" that "the kingdom of heaven suffereth violence and the violent take it by force" significantly informs one. Combine freedom of choice, natural aggression and amnesia of our true existence and you have the perfect recipe for violent behavior.
When we fail to strive to achieve our personal truth, distancing ourselves from our cosmic roots, we jeopardize the potential to reach full capacity of our innate capabilities. The time-worn process is not faulty in that it gives ample opportunity for exploration and education while we Moderns prevail in our earthly adventures. It is a method to separate the wheat from the chaff, as well. Surely there is a limit, however. I venture to say that we have reached said limit in our earthly pursuits! Time has no impact in other cosmic dimensions but on a chronological level, enough, already! The teeter-totter is unbalanced and in danger of collapsing!
Metaphorically, a flattened balance implement provides a level playing field. The negative aspect is that violence can hurt and is scary! Those less inclined can be strong-armed to submit to the strength and fear. So it has been through the ages. Aggression is necessary and unavoidable. It's given credence in every religious endeavor as a means of justification. What can be done to restore balance? Go "in", my friends. Do the inner search for your personal truth. Face yourself and your fears and issues. Express your dismay and anguish of the state of our planet where it really counts! Strengthen your cosmic connection and rediscover the power within. That is your enduring contribution to the never-ending creativity innate in the Universe!
